I met up with dehai yesterday- he talked to me about CCA. He tried to ask me to stay in track and field. According to him, there are only 5 J1 throwers now. So is it an obligation for me to stay in track and field? He also added that he thinks ODAC is really tough. He asked if I can take it. My ego was hurt. I blurted "Don't belittle me." He also gave me some advice on how I can cope with JC's workload. Or rather how he thinks I can cope with homework with track and field.
Yes that is one problem that I have to face if my CCA is hectic. However, some of my reasons for quitting track cannot be overcome so easily. For example, how can I overcome my boredom of doing the same things over again for training.
I think I will just take up ODAC. I will perservere its tough trainings and become a stronger person.
*I've been switching on my phone longer than I used to
Waiting for a message, waiting for a call
Waiting for the special somebody to keep me in touch
Waiting in frustration, Waiting too much.*
what we could have been, 4:23 PM.