Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Something happened during ODAC today. It was really upsetting and to some extent demoralising. Hazel is now the acting president. Cheesy, I appreciate all those effort and hours you have put in for ODAC. I guess we all know and we all saw your hard work. Though ends didn't manage to meet, you have laid the path. It rained halfway during PT today and Mr Lim had a talk with us. I think what he said was right. I want to be a fighter, not a by-stander, not a quitter. I will push for an even more bonded ODAC 22nd. I know you have a rationale for scolding and I will face all your scoldings, if I ever deserve them. I will have the courage.
For those who were worried about me, thanks for caring. I am alright. For those who couldn't understand, I hope you can just forget it. Don't let me hear you gossipping. It really felt like dark chocolate- bitter with a sweet after-taste. I know it is bad and yes it does hurt a little. Nevertheless, it is like a vent for me and has given me some form of relief. I will refrain from it.
It hurts to hear people talking about taking S papers. To think that I came into AJ thinking of taking them. Now I know I don't have that capability and instead of lingering along that lines, I am forced into thinking which subject to drop. As for GP, it still pains me to hear about it even today. Really wanted to ask you to stop but what right do I have to deprive you of your freedom to speech? Guess that you didn't know it affected me, hence you are not at fault. Let time wash all these pain away, while I get up on my own two feet and persevere through till I get my desired results.
*feels like dark chocolate - bitter with a sweet after-taste*
For those who were worried about me, thanks for caring. I am alright. For those who couldn't understand, I hope you can just forget it. Don't let me hear you gossipping. It really felt like dark chocolate- bitter with a sweet after-taste. I know it is bad and yes it does hurt a little. Nevertheless, it is like a vent for me and has given me some form of relief. I will refrain from it.
It hurts to hear people talking about taking S papers. To think that I came into AJ thinking of taking them. Now I know I don't have that capability and instead of lingering along that lines, I am forced into thinking which subject to drop. As for GP, it still pains me to hear about it even today. Really wanted to ask you to stop but what right do I have to deprive you of your freedom to speech? Guess that you didn't know it affected me, hence you are not at fault. Let time wash all these pain away, while I get up on my own two feet and persevere through till I get my desired results.
*feels like dark chocolate - bitter with a sweet after-taste*
what we could have been, 9:23 PM.
