Monday, December 26, 2005
I wrote this song! I think it has been a long time since I wrote songs. :) I have not gotten the tune to it yet... Eh anyone care to write the tune? How about Weng? Weng, would you write the tune for this song please?If you can read the chinese characters... that's fine... but if you can't then too bad... I don't know how to correct that problem... If you are really interested to read it then drop me a message at the tag board.
This song is specially dedicated to those who can "feel" the lyrics... :)明明说好要把你彻底的忘记
词:emz
曲:
明明说好要把你彻底的忘记
但是在心坎里的某一处还留着你的身影
在梦境里还会看到你在某一处徘徊
我是怎么了
难道还要执著下去?
明明说好要把你彻底的忘记
都已经知道你对我不存那样的感觉
难道我要等你,渴望你有一天
你会突然对我有着特殊的感觉?
这样的机会可渺茫了。
明明说好要把你彻底的忘记
但我们之间还剩余了友谊
几乎天天都会遇见你
我似乎根本就不能躲避
难道真的可以把你给忘记?
明明说好要把你彻底的忘记
都早已删除你传给我的简讯
都早已把你的照片给遗弃
都早已告诉自己不能再想你
都不能将你在我脑海里离去。
明明说好要把你彻底的忘记
不要再渴望把我的暗恋化为实现
但有时你所说的话能让我重燃希望
并且带来更深切的悲伤
现在只好让时间慢慢的冲淡我的遗憾。
what we could have been, 5:20 PM.
Thursday, December 08, 2005
There are still 5 more days left before the time comes for me to go and relax and try to forget these irksome things.
Ruo and Weng, thanks for being around listening to all the junk that I’ve got to blabber about. I think it must be very tiring and irritating to hear all these and sometimes I even repeat all my grumbles. Thanks so much for your patience and all the hugs that you both gave me/ sent me/ messaged me/ tagged/ said. They are much appreciated, you know. *Hugs back*
I got the answer today… at least it sounded somewhat like an answer. I have been smiling and laughing after I heard the answer. Hang on before you rejoice for me. I guess I am wearing the wrong facial expression. I can’t help it. Perhaps time is needed for all these to sink in. By then, I will be prepared for it to sink in. And I will be glad it is all over. *smile again*
Cheesy (aka brother) all the way yeah… you still have got a chance!If I am SPECIAL, then who is not? Everyone is special in their own way. Then doesn't this make the word "Special" pretty ambiguous. Though I take higher chinese, I am still an Express student entering CHIJ TP with an aggregate of 249. I am not in Special stream. Haha. ): *cracks a lousy joke in which no one finds it funny*Funny, Nice and Special? These 3 words don't carry much meaning anyway. I don't really mean much to you do I?
what we could have been, 10:47 PM.
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Friday 2nd DecAsean Scholars' OrientationWe had fun and parted with them with them hoping that we can keep in touch.Sunday 4th DecStandard Chartered MarathonMy first time participating in a marathon. I want to run at my own pace. I can't help reminiscing the times when we were at IJ track in sec 1,2 having Intensive trainings. How I wish you girls will be here. I am missing you girls again. I want to meet you girls again. Anyway, I completed the 10km without walking. My aim wasn't met... or was it? I sometimes wonder, if i really know you... know you enough.If you don't sincerely want to make a promise, then dismiss the idea. I walk into a dimentionless space -empty- just as were your promises.
what we could have been, 10:29 PM.