and this...
Maybe I am just missing a temporary facade.
Recently, I kind of feel I am no longer close to 22nd batch. Was that the case all along? In IJRCY, I don't mind going through the same things again, so long as I am with my batch. As for ODAC, I feel I can go through the same things again, no matter who the people are. What does that conclude? I like the people more than the activities in IJRCY and I like the activities more in ODAC? Would Mr Lim be dissapointed to hear this. Afterall, this is not the outcome he wants, I guess.
When I am feeling low... who will be there? Who will I turn to?
Who am I close to? Who is close to me?
When there are too many things troubling me, and I don't want to just let go. There were times I feel like I was left alone to handle all this. And then, I thought, it was just me who didn't want to ask for help. I refuse to let anyone help. I am reluctant to let anyone know. Maybe I would rather hurt myself than to hurt my pride.
The more I let you know my weakness, the closer I am to you. So who is my closest?
Tiding through.
