Sunday, September 24, 2006
Yesterday, although I was feeling lethargic, I still enjoyed my time with you girls. It was really great hanging out with you people. People who have the same frequency. We are in phase and resonating. Joke.
Anyway, the message sent out for the gathering also had a joke in it. That is " attire Mufti". Luckily no one turned up in mufti...
So we went to Plaza Singapura and hung out at the arcade while waitintg for Yiping to make her arrival. Yeah... chairperson... so have to give some honour. Yuting (vice chair) just finished her track duties was burnt and famished. So after some time we went to Pasta Mania to stall for some time. In the end we made our purchases while Yiping came in. She looks skinier. Coincidentally I guess, we all ordered Ariabita (or something like that). The cook was really generous with helpings of Chilli but looks like he was quite stingy with my plate of Linguine. As usual, tabasco sauce in front of my plate. Can't seem to get enough of it. To quote Ruo, I prbably have a higher tolerance level. But it was quite comical to see them taking in sips of air to calm those spiced up nerve endings of their tongues, adding cheese powder and sharing the huge cup of mango soothie Weng ordered. In the end, it was the milk bought from the supermarket by Dawn that saved these pretty damsels in distress, including herself. Yuting, seems to also have higher tolerance level for chilli. After that, spent time walking around the mall since we couldn't decide what we wanted to do and the movies were un-timely. Went to slack at Gelare while watching Yiping and Dawn eat their waffle. We had our last stop at Spotlight and a few of us were tired. Yiping left us at the mall while Weng went to the NE line ( aka purple line - by my lingo). The rest of us took the same train and each alighted at our individual stops. So there. Doesn't sound really interesting from the above account but anyway, I had good company and lots of catching up done, so I felt it was time well spent.
To know that, sometimes, some of you my dearest friends are feeling the same way about common things. It makes me feel no longer a weirdo, it helps me move along. Grateful to have known you.
Start to miss you people all over again.
Anyway, the message sent out for the gathering also had a joke in it. That is " attire Mufti". Luckily no one turned up in mufti...
So we went to Plaza Singapura and hung out at the arcade while waitintg for Yiping to make her arrival. Yeah... chairperson... so have to give some honour. Yuting (vice chair) just finished her track duties was burnt and famished. So after some time we went to Pasta Mania to stall for some time. In the end we made our purchases while Yiping came in. She looks skinier. Coincidentally I guess, we all ordered Ariabita (or something like that). The cook was really generous with helpings of Chilli but looks like he was quite stingy with my plate of Linguine. As usual, tabasco sauce in front of my plate. Can't seem to get enough of it. To quote Ruo, I prbably have a higher tolerance level. But it was quite comical to see them taking in sips of air to calm those spiced up nerve endings of their tongues, adding cheese powder and sharing the huge cup of mango soothie Weng ordered. In the end, it was the milk bought from the supermarket by Dawn that saved these pretty damsels in distress, including herself. Yuting, seems to also have higher tolerance level for chilli. After that, spent time walking around the mall since we couldn't decide what we wanted to do and the movies were un-timely. Went to slack at Gelare while watching Yiping and Dawn eat their waffle. We had our last stop at Spotlight and a few of us were tired. Yiping left us at the mall while Weng went to the NE line ( aka purple line - by my lingo). The rest of us took the same train and each alighted at our individual stops. So there. Doesn't sound really interesting from the above account but anyway, I had good company and lots of catching up done, so I felt it was time well spent.
To know that, sometimes, some of you my dearest friends are feeling the same way about common things. It makes me feel no longer a weirdo, it helps me move along. Grateful to have known you.
Start to miss you people all over again.
what we could have been, 10:27 PM.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Tech Hao said:
hmm why u cant ans the questions?
normally 3 reasons
1. dunno the theory
2. due to lack of practice u cant proceed
3. the questions set includes anomalous cases that usually tend to contradict what u learn in ur notes
3 is no choice one la... coz cant help it de... must do critical thinking...
or else practice lots and look at pple's solutions AND learn how to deal with that anomaly.
however u have to know that anomalies occur unlimitedly... so u cant possibly completely know ALL the anomalies
Ruo Yun's encouragement:
It could be the stress or ling chang fan yin on the exam day itself... but I have to pick myself up, appear stong and just move on. So just give it all you have... we can overcome this.
Ruo, so glad that you messaged me after reading the previous entry. Your message cheered me up. Thanks dear.
hmm why u cant ans the questions?
normally 3 reasons
1. dunno the theory
2. due to lack of practice u cant proceed
3. the questions set includes anomalous cases that usually tend to contradict what u learn in ur notes
3 is no choice one la... coz cant help it de... must do critical thinking...
or else practice lots and look at pple's solutions AND learn how to deal with that anomaly.
however u have to know that anomalies occur unlimitedly... so u cant possibly completely know ALL the anomalies
Ruo Yun's encouragement:
It could be the stress or ling chang fan yin on the exam day itself... but I have to pick myself up, appear stong and just move on. So just give it all you have... we can overcome this.
Ruo, so glad that you messaged me after reading the previous entry. Your message cheered me up. Thanks dear.
what we could have been, 4:46 PM.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Only if my function of f(x) is not = y
It was scarey. I didn't know I have been sleep-walking for such a long time. I didn't know when it begin. It might have been there for days, weeks months or even a year. I need to wake up. I need to. How desperate am I to get out of this sleep-walking, this trance. I tried to wake up, but it seems like I can't. Someone, wake me up.
Well, actually I don't sleep-walk. The above paragraph is just a description of my feelings now. Days pass so quickly that I don't notice. Sometimes when I wake up, I didn't know what I did within the pass 24hrs of sober time. It's scarey. And it just dawned on me a few moments ago this "sleep-walking" trance is happening to me. I studied, i practised and I have proof of them. Even so, the preliminary papers I have just done don't seem to reflect much. Now I am pretty scared to get back the results although there are still 3 more to go next week. I guess I am going to fail all of them again. Failing my exams... it didn't appear as prominent two years ago; last year failing didn't seem significant- like some norm or at least I didn't take it seriously, and now it hits me hard in the face and I learn to feel afraid. It became some sort of sign as to whether I studied hard enough and get those information into my head and putting them down on paper.
The only missing link now is what the problem is. I know a problem exist in my studying and it causes me not to do well for my exams. But I just can't idenify what the problem is. Hate it when people ask me "why your results like that? What is the problem?" Hate it because I don't even know.
Need to get some help here... Want to help myself to but I don't know why the way I am helping myself doesn't improve the condition much. HELP!
Seems like this function is true to me... just don't know how to prove it:
f(x)= exam results if I studied
y= exam results if I did not study
where y= f(x)
why arh?
in desperate need of accurate answers!
All I can say to cheer myself up: Work harder you lazy ass!
It was scarey. I didn't know I have been sleep-walking for such a long time. I didn't know when it begin. It might have been there for days, weeks months or even a year. I need to wake up. I need to. How desperate am I to get out of this sleep-walking, this trance. I tried to wake up, but it seems like I can't. Someone, wake me up.
Well, actually I don't sleep-walk. The above paragraph is just a description of my feelings now. Days pass so quickly that I don't notice. Sometimes when I wake up, I didn't know what I did within the pass 24hrs of sober time. It's scarey. And it just dawned on me a few moments ago this "sleep-walking" trance is happening to me. I studied, i practised and I have proof of them. Even so, the preliminary papers I have just done don't seem to reflect much. Now I am pretty scared to get back the results although there are still 3 more to go next week. I guess I am going to fail all of them again. Failing my exams... it didn't appear as prominent two years ago; last year failing didn't seem significant- like some norm or at least I didn't take it seriously, and now it hits me hard in the face and I learn to feel afraid. It became some sort of sign as to whether I studied hard enough and get those information into my head and putting them down on paper.
The only missing link now is what the problem is. I know a problem exist in my studying and it causes me not to do well for my exams. But I just can't idenify what the problem is. Hate it when people ask me "why your results like that? What is the problem?" Hate it because I don't even know.
Need to get some help here... Want to help myself to but I don't know why the way I am helping myself doesn't improve the condition much. HELP!
Seems like this function is true to me... just don't know how to prove it:
f(x)= exam results if I studied
y= exam results if I did not study
where y= f(x)
why arh?
in desperate need of accurate answers!
All I can say to cheer myself up: Work harder you lazy ass!
what we could have been, 2:15 PM.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Family BBQ on Saturday. It's just like those normal family BBQs we have. Catch up with one another, eat, gossip. 二姐 came home from China. Thought she gained some weight. 雨轩 looked like she has gained some weight too after attending primary one. Some photos of yuxuan and yuheng.
Yuxuan and Yuheng posing on the stairs.
Yuxuan and Yuheng posing on the stairs.
what we could have been, 12:00 PM.
