It's Not Suppose to feel this way...How come it feels like I am doing something wrong? How come there is a feeling of guilt? How come I feel afraid? How come I feel timid? How come I feel like I shouldn't be "feeling" that way...こうして むずかしいですか?Then why am I feeling this way?"The truth always whispers in the ear of the deceiver."-Paul Graves
what we could have been, 10:35 PM.
I just got home from the hairdresser! Yeah... I highlighted 3 strands of reddish copper and 3 strands of greenish-blue. He started out by bleaching 3 strands for the blue, put me under the steaming machine for some time and then washed my hair. I have mistaken that after bleaching, my hair will turn white, instead, it turned out to be a shade of light blond. After which he highlighted the blue and the copper. Steam and Wash again. After blowing dry, we realised that the blue did not get in the hair. It was greenish blond in colour. I think I must have looked like a sick peacock! Despite that I think the copper turned out pretty well. It is a different shade from the copper I got last time. This time it is more reddish than gold. Anyway, so he re-did the blue. After half an hour, wash again. Blow dry and the result this time is greenish blue colour. I was sitting at the shop for nearly three hours so decided that I won’t insist on getting that shade of blue I want. Now the colours are like Fe3+, Cu2+, Fe2+ add to sodium hydroxide...Haha... I am quite ok with it. I must have broken my own record today by having my hair washed 4 times! I washed them once in the morning and 3 times at the hairdresser's.
what we could have been, 6:13 PM.
I went out to eat dinner with my parents yesterday and met Changtai and Cheeyong at AMK HUB. They ended up eating dinner with my family at Ichiban Sushi. I must agree that it has been a dooper long time since I last saw them both. It must have been at least a month or more. Apparently I think Changtai was too happy to see me that he tried to give me a friendly hug... I have to dodge ridiculously away from his spread-eagle arms because my mum was eye-ing my direction when I tolsd her I would go talk to my friends. After I explained to Changtai, he was apologetic but still joked that my mum will keep pestering me about "Who is that guy?" *Fainted* I’m glad that his sense of humour is still there. And for that, I missed him and the Odac times when I would see him almost everyday of the week.
So after the two of them left, my dad decided to order some sake. I drank a few cups of sake too. The sensation of downing a cup is like an exothermic reaction! Hot! However I believe the alcohol content to be very little. My face didn't even turn a shade of pink, not to even mention getting drunk.
what we could have been, 6:11 PM.
I have decided to highlight my hair blue. Yes BLUE, you have not read it wrongly. I have asked my hairdresser to order blue dye already so there is no turning back. He will be bleaching it first before highlighting which means that my hair will be bleahced white, then highlighted blue. And this also implies that it will become pretty dry. I am like more worried about the blue hairs fading to become white hairs next time and if I can still swim as often after I become a "blue-head". So to keep it to minimum damage, I decided to highlight instead of dying my whole head blue.
I believe you must find this action of mine pretty bazaar/ havoc/ crazy but you see... when we were in school, we were not allowed to dye our hair. Being the "kiah-si" me, I have to abide by the rules. In the future when we are working, do you think the society is libearal enough to hire "blue-hair" workers? Or whether the boss will be pleased by the "blue-hair" apearance, especially so if you are working in the frontline (maybe sales manager or people who meet clients or even professionals who have to make speeches in front of many people). So I believe this is the time and further more, my parents have no complaints.
I was wondering if I should highlight my hair
1) blue AND copper (new copper highlights)
2) just blue only, keeping my old copper highlights.
Also whether I should HIGHLIGHT blue for
1) The fringe part only
2) the whole headHope to hear some opinions from my friends before getting the highlights end of this week. So if anyone who would be interested to be the first few to view my new hair colour, please meet soon! :)
what we could have been, 11:24 PM.