Saturday, November 24, 2007
I was waken up in the early morning with a stomach aches and I thought that probably I was just too nervous to go for blood dontion today. I opened my door and saw the lights were switched on. Nik's door was ajar and he was not inside. Dad's watching TV. The first thing that occured to me was "What's happening?" My clouded, half-asleep mind could not yet focus and the only thought was BATHROOM.
Well, Dad has got a bad stomach ache, so did Nik. Shucks, and I thought something must be wrong. Well apparently, I was not feeling all that bad which was lucky. Nik ate the most yesterday and he's suffering the most today. Hate the nauseating feeling and the come-and-go aches at the adomen.
I couldn't really control my laughter much this morning for I thought it was kinda funny to have mass food poisoning. Mum didn't get it for she did not really eat dinner yesterday as it wasn't to her taste. If I had persisted at stubbonly refusing dinner, I would not be having a problem today. Not to worry, we have since visited the doctor and she has not refered us to the hospital. It will get better.
So it boils down to no blood donation for me today. When all along I have been trying to run away and escape from it, giving my reasons and stating my fears, when I have finally thought that I may give it a shot (no pun intended)... still no affinity with donating blood.
I am restraining from giving you my explanations. If I give anymore reasons for not donating blood with you today, you probably would think that I am lying to run away from it. If you know me well enough, you would know that I refrain from lying and my lies are usually weak. Anyway, I am sick and your messages are not helping. Probably you intended for it to be teasing but you didn't realise it is hurting more than you expect. Otherwise, and I won't know for sure, you probably meant what you texted me today. And I don't know why I really care.
Dis-heartened.
Well, Dad has got a bad stomach ache, so did Nik. Shucks, and I thought something must be wrong. Well apparently, I was not feeling all that bad which was lucky. Nik ate the most yesterday and he's suffering the most today. Hate the nauseating feeling and the come-and-go aches at the adomen.
I couldn't really control my laughter much this morning for I thought it was kinda funny to have mass food poisoning. Mum didn't get it for she did not really eat dinner yesterday as it wasn't to her taste. If I had persisted at stubbonly refusing dinner, I would not be having a problem today. Not to worry, we have since visited the doctor and she has not refered us to the hospital. It will get better.
So it boils down to no blood donation for me today. When all along I have been trying to run away and escape from it, giving my reasons and stating my fears, when I have finally thought that I may give it a shot (no pun intended)... still no affinity with donating blood.
I am restraining from giving you my explanations. If I give anymore reasons for not donating blood with you today, you probably would think that I am lying to run away from it. If you know me well enough, you would know that I refrain from lying and my lies are usually weak. Anyway, I am sick and your messages are not helping. Probably you intended for it to be teasing but you didn't realise it is hurting more than you expect. Otherwise, and I won't know for sure, you probably meant what you texted me today. And I don't know why I really care.
Dis-heartened.
what we could have been, 10:46 AM.
