Wednesday, December 17, 2008
The more I find out, the more upset I get. Found one about one week ago, found another one today. The one i found last week wasn't so bad... the one i just found today sucks. Made me feel like puking. Even made me want to...
Think I haven't already come to a decision. I should just stop thinking about changing it already. There's enough unhappiness that comes ever so frequently for the last 7 months or more. It was a mistake right from the start. Of course I will feel sad afterwards but that's inevitable and will tide over. Better than the constant changes in my mood, suspicion and tears ever so often.
Hope everything goes according to plan and works out well.
Time to let go :)
Think I haven't already come to a decision. I should just stop thinking about changing it already. There's enough unhappiness that comes ever so frequently for the last 7 months or more. It was a mistake right from the start. Of course I will feel sad afterwards but that's inevitable and will tide over. Better than the constant changes in my mood, suspicion and tears ever so often.
Hope everything goes according to plan and works out well.
Time to let go :)
what we could have been, 4:03 PM.
