Sunday, January 18, 2009
Guess what is going through my head and making me upset recently is very unreasonable and immature. I hate the current me... so emo, always crying and feeling upset. Where did the happy-go-lucky went to?
Because of all this rubbish, I think people start to dislike me. And so I start to dislike them even more too. Think: am I being unfairly treated or is it that I only think I am unfairly treated and that's not the case.
Was 12's msn nick directed at me because she so happened to see my post yesterday. Or worse? It was directed at him because something I didn't know happened. If only I could stop being over-sensitive and forming scenarios out of nothing, think I will be happier.
I want to get back to that happy me!!! I always thought break-up would be the solution but then how can i tide through it?
Because of all this rubbish, I think people start to dislike me. And so I start to dislike them even more too. Think: am I being unfairly treated or is it that I only think I am unfairly treated and that's not the case.
Was 12's msn nick directed at me because she so happened to see my post yesterday. Or worse? It was directed at him because something I didn't know happened. If only I could stop being over-sensitive and forming scenarios out of nothing, think I will be happier.
I want to get back to that happy me!!! I always thought break-up would be the solution but then how can i tide through it?
what we could have been, 12:14 PM.
