Saturday, January 17, 2009
Why does she deserve to be coached by you when she seems so reluctant to coach me? Why does she deserve to have you ask her down for
our trainings when she doesn't even bother holding any for me?
She seems like she doesn't want to help when I initiated and requested for
trainings. I really need to do something if I really want to compete. And who else closer can I look for to help other than you? Must I be the one to supress my emotions and force myself to concentrate. There really is no other way if I really want to train isn't it.
What justifies her to come to join us in trainings if she's disrupting me on top of not wanting to help? Why do you have to make things awkward and put me in a spot?
our trainings when she doesn't even bother holding any for me?
She seems like she doesn't want to help when I initiated and requested for
trainings. I really need to do something if I really want to compete. And who else closer can I look for to help other than you? Must I be the one to supress my emotions and force myself to concentrate. There really is no other way if I really want to train isn't it.
What justifies her to come to join us in trainings if she's disrupting me on top of not wanting to help? Why do you have to make things awkward and put me in a spot?
what we could have been, 6:20 PM.
