Thursday, August 27, 2009
This sem I am taking a module called Shakuhachi ensemble from NIE. Bought the plastic shakuhachi for $60 and after my first lesson, I need to start practising to play it. So far, I only manage to blow one note and most of the time, there is no sound when I blow the Shakuhachi.
So below is gonna be some links which I will use for my personal practises =]
Playing the first note
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qM6XU0YZa9s&feature=channel
Breathing and Posture
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EeEmhLeN1iY&feature=channel
So below is gonna be some links which I will use for my personal practises =]
Playing the first note
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qM6XU0YZa9s&feature=channel
Breathing and Posture
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EeEmhLeN1iY&feature=channel
what we could have been, 1:29 PM.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
I think nobody is going to mind if training is cancelled. I guess some may even rejoice at the information. In my opinion, it seems like nobody really wants and look forward to these extra trainings anyway. It's like, "if I have nothing better to do, I'll come" and "If I have something not important to do, then I won't come" or "if it's inconvenient for me, then I won't come". I'm not trying to shoot anyone or mean any harm in any way. Just that deep down in me, I sometimes feel these ways and I guess many others, if not all, feels the same deep inside too. Tell me if I'm wrong... and in fact I do have a little hope that I am mistaken in this matter.
So why, if people do not prioritise these trainings you hold for them, you prioritise holding these trainings more than anything else. Then again, why would I prioritise you and your interest when I wasn't your priority (even your interest in holding trainings is superior to me).
Sometimes I just feel that I am just chasing something so hopeless. Years later, I'm going to feel like I was such a fool.
So why, if people do not prioritise these trainings you hold for them, you prioritise holding these trainings more than anything else. Then again, why would I prioritise you and your interest when I wasn't your priority (even your interest in holding trainings is superior to me).
Sometimes I just feel that I am just chasing something so hopeless. Years later, I'm going to feel like I was such a fool.
what we could have been, 1:28 AM.
Friday, August 14, 2009
He makes me feel like a beggar.
Begging for a meal together;
Begging for an outing together;
Begging for company;
Begging for more time to spend together;
Begging for more love...
That's why I say I hate to take the initiative to keep asking time and again.
"It's the perspective of him thinking he didn't reject you and you thinking he rejected you."
Begging for a meal together;
Begging for an outing together;
Begging for company;
Begging for more time to spend together;
Begging for more love...
That's why I say I hate to take the initiative to keep asking time and again.
"It's the perspective of him thinking he didn't reject you and you thinking he rejected you."
what we could have been, 11:43 AM.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
MooCow just told me about this pick-up line and I think it is pretty interesting:
Affinity is when I'm Haemoglobin and you're Oxygen.
I always remind myself to be independent. But it came to me as a shock when 39.10 told me that I am very dependent on him. On the other hand I felt that I couldn't get the attention especially when I need it most. So I think it requires a lot of give and take to reach a compromise.
Upon reflection, I guess perhaps it is not that untrue that I'm being overly dependent. I always need more pampering. *sigh*
Makes me wanna be red light flashing green/purple arrow. But that's absolutely inappropriate right?
Affinity is when I'm Haemoglobin and you're Oxygen.
I always remind myself to be independent. But it came to me as a shock when 39.10 told me that I am very dependent on him. On the other hand I felt that I couldn't get the attention especially when I need it most. So I think it requires a lot of give and take to reach a compromise.
Upon reflection, I guess perhaps it is not that untrue that I'm being overly dependent. I always need more pampering. *sigh*
Makes me wanna be red light flashing green/purple arrow. But that's absolutely inappropriate right?
what we could have been, 11:13 PM.
