Sunday, August 16, 2009
I think nobody is going to mind if training is cancelled. I guess some may even rejoice at the information. In my opinion, it seems like nobody really wants and look forward to these extra trainings anyway. It's like, "if I have nothing better to do, I'll come" and "If I have something not important to do, then I won't come" or "if it's inconvenient for me, then I won't come". I'm not trying to shoot anyone or mean any harm in any way. Just that deep down in me, I sometimes feel these ways and I guess many others, if not all, feels the same deep inside too. Tell me if I'm wrong... and in fact I do have a little hope that I am mistaken in this matter.
So why, if people do not prioritise these trainings you hold for them, you prioritise holding these trainings more than anything else. Then again, why would I prioritise you and your interest when I wasn't your priority (even your interest in holding trainings is superior to me).
Sometimes I just feel that I am just chasing something so hopeless. Years later, I'm going to feel like I was such a fool.
So why, if people do not prioritise these trainings you hold for them, you prioritise holding these trainings more than anything else. Then again, why would I prioritise you and your interest when I wasn't your priority (even your interest in holding trainings is superior to me).
Sometimes I just feel that I am just chasing something so hopeless. Years later, I'm going to feel like I was such a fool.
what we could have been, 1:28 AM.
